哟哟哟~
冬至快乐哟~
又大一岁了咯~
每年都重复同样的话 @.@

今天一大早
就被逼起身帮妈妈~
昨天的Yumcha和电影，
害我被爸妈念了一下~

虽然如此
但是还是心情特好~ <3

下午
去了外婆家吃饭
过后
朋友做了有馅料的汤圆
接着
回家睡觉~

最幸福的事情
就是睡到full full...

还有还有
笑死我一整天的someone :p

总之
冬至很快乐~ <3
很快又新的一年了咯~

It's sem break...>.<

Boring + Meaningless...

Again,

I fat jor.

Seriously nid to keep fit liao...T.T

This sem really feel a bit tired,

Many things happened many things to busy.

Finally ~

Throw bek =D

The trip in cameron <3

Rabbit zaiii looking at me...

Kawaiii nehhh...The rabbit...

23days to go...

I miss everything in Kampar...

My room, my bed, my dear housemates, my babiiesss, my groupmates n sure also someone <3

I dunno the decision i made true or wrong,

But thank you always accompany me, love me and sayang me...

Yuppp,

Future thing we dunno, but we can create our own future...

Every single word u said make me so warm,

U treat me just like a princess and so caring so caring... <3

What a so funny stuff ?

"Testing"

Testing food, testing taste, testing work...

Hahaha...

Testing u... :p

Whatever

Thank GOD i have u in my life ~ <3

今天

是够力的咯...

我竟然睡到现在...

今年在金宝的最后一天~

一个月的假期...

还在想着我要怎样度过勒~

睡觉？

不可能一直睡的吧~ 

看戏？

会看到头痛的勒~ 

大扫除？

有点小懒的说~

Officially ended my degree Y2S2...

跟我的宝贝猪儿去金马伦玩耍~

嘻嘻嘻~

很开心我有她们...

对不起，有时我会想多多~

昨天

一考完试

就跟我的宝贝jiexin儿去唱 k 咯~

还有口直心快但很温暖的geachan姐姐，

美丽气质的lovely和jiexin宝贝儿的boy boy...

很高兴

很放肆

把所有不开心都喊出来~

准备回家咯~

有点小担心，

还有一直猪还要留在金宝考试，

告诉自己他这么大个人会照顾自己的啦~

It's complicated...

对不起，我不知道我自己，

因为这样有时让身边的人很辛苦~

你说你不怕受伤害，

我觉得我超级的自私~

我害怕

很害怕一旦做错了决定伤害了我在乎的你~

太善良？

我不是~也许是我太喜欢做滥好人吧~

谢谢你

谢谢你那么地为我

跟你在一起我很幸福~

真的...<3

船到桥头自然直~

Sorry...

I m so tired...

I dunno wat to do ady...

I need somebody guide me...

谁都有累的一天。

我真的不想再理这些事了。

如果可以我真的很想消失一下~

这个学期我真的很想家因为我真的累了。

太多事情太多事情让我觉得我自己不属于这个世界。

要坚强，

要独立，

不要再让身边的人因为我而不开心。

对不起，

我会选择沉默。

对于你，

请不要再对我好了，

我很自私真的很自私，

连我自己都讨厌这个自己。

我什么都不要，

我只要我家人我朋友都开开心心。

收拾心情，

放心思在学业上才是最重要的~

加油↖(^ω^)↗

谢谢楼下两个在我没人可找的情况下陪着我~

渐渐地发觉

我越来越弱了~

从小

我就把自己自我保护成一个很独立的女生~

友谊

真的很POWER~

朋友

是唯一我可以撒娇的对象~

不知几时开始...

我生命中出现了这样一个ta~

一个像这只小hippo一样可爱的ta~

在ta面前，

我不敢保证是100%的自己，

但我变得不像以往的自己了。

是找回自己还是失去了自己我不知道~但我过得很开心。

那天

Time management 不好的我 弄到自己要熬夜做 assignment...

我的best buddy forever牺牲了ta的睡眠时间发挥了ta的画猫功力帮我一页一页的画上只小猫~

在我不开心时，

在我忙功课时，

在我肚子饿时，

在我心情好时，

任何时候,

很多时候，

ta总是在我身边 ~

今天，

我又发傻了，

跟他说了很多很多，

其实眼泪早就在眼眶了，

我拼命地忍绝对不在ta面前哭，

忍到去yumcha了去走走了回到lakeside时，

malei因为些小事他不小心提高了声量我哭了~

这么丢脸的事，

我竟然做得出来~

谢谢ta的安慰谢谢ta的关心。

这个寒冷的雨天，我的身体是冰的，但我的心是暖的~

I will tell u...

If one day u leave me, I will cry x 100 times than today...But is ur right to go away if u feel hard...

Buddy forever... :) Without regret...

~Unhappy Saturday + Unhappy Deepavali~

Deepavali T.T

I cannot bek hometown...

Feeling lonely whenever i'm alone ~

Time flies,

Everything changed...

Even friendship can be changed due to certain factors~

I really miss my hometown gang >.<

I want cry,

cry until the unhappiness gone...

555~555~555~

When i was in secondary school,

I wish i can flies out from home,

now I regret d,

I wanna stay at home,

at least i wont feel so helpless...

At home,

I got grandma grandpa,

I got mummy daddy,

I got sister brother,

I got my younger sister who always accompany even though sometimes feel so annoying when together v her...

Now,

I seriously miss my home...

Who can bring me bek?

Pisces,

always think too much...

Don't cry,

Wipe your tears.

If you are weak,

If you are not strong enough,

If you are relying on others to help u,

The result will be "U wont independent and grow up"...

每個人都有脆弱的一面~

Work hard, play hard...

A bit busy, a bit stress... T.T

If u wan ur life meaningful, 

then u should expect u will running out for energy.

Meeting...Meeting...

Event planning...Event planning...

Fundraising activities...Fundraising activities...Shit !!!

It is fun but super duper tired to handle all this while u also need to care for other subjects...

I just can tell myself I cant give up,

learn how to improve and how to be the best...

Just feel that sometimes really frustrated...

U planned, but not everything follow ur plan... 

No one can understand me...

No one will know what i think about...

Maybe,

this is my problem...

Indeed,

this is my problem...

I cannot control my temper,

everytime i tell myself i need to change,

but seriously i try my best but you all wont realize...

No point to say sorry after u did something wrong --> I know...

Many things not done yet !!!

Tomorrow mission 

1. clean my pity room

2. settle my creative strategy 

3. settle fundraising things

Sunday mission

1.Japanese revision

My Godness,

I very tired arhhhh :(

Dun talk about academic anymore...TIRED !!!

Life change, people change...

When i was tired,

when i was sad, 

when i need somebody,

I always realize i have nobody in my life... 

That night was suffering...zzz

I feel i did wrong something even myself did not realize n ignore others' recommendation...

I m not a good person.

I too relies on u until i become weaker...

Every time i sad, every time i emo, every time i happy, every time i need somebody,

U are the only one who 24 hours on call...

I really appreciate very much to have a good buddy like u...

Stop thinking useless stuff,

sleep early wake up early breakfast only no more supper life is easy... 

tak mau pimples tak mau dark circle tak mau fat meat tak mau zombie look... 

GAMBATEH...

做麼那麼多煩惱？

有點小煩...

不是，是很煩...

什麽事都做不好！

想打開博客寫東西，

密碼又試了很多次才成功！

我只是想做自己，

請不要讓我變得不像我自己好嗎?

好人歸好人，

可以讓我自己做我自己想做的事嗎？

我珍惜每個人，

但我不能因為這樣逼自己。

我是個自私的人，

我承受不了一絲壓力。

對不起，

真的除了對不起我做不了什麽。

你的好，我懂，

但我不值得你對我這樣好，

別人對我的好我都很壓力。

Arghhhhh !!!
我要殺人了啦。

我又算錯時間了。

八點的課我5點半起來沖凉準備 @.@

最近勒，

就嘛嘛地那樣咯~

有開心有不開心的，

不管怎樣日子還是要過。

第一次參加RCM，

感想只有一個就是那幾天我很不舒服咯。

肚子變得不是我的肚子，肥腳也變得不是我的肥腳了~ （累+病）

但是，

真的學到東西，

真的認識到新朋友。

Via via er 的電話是我的專屬相機~ <3

做事井井有條的huei nee...

很文靜的Apple...

個人很喜歡這張啦~ :p (v kingsley)

眼睛大大的Nigel~

人很好的Egg tart...

阿發白咖啡...xixi

當然還有很照顧我們的Ah ben.... :)

最後來張大合照~ <3

除了RCM, 另一件事就是成績出爐囖。
安全過關吶~太感恩了！
有時覺得自己是不是太過幸運了,
接著一定是有很不好很不好的事發生的~ （希望是我想太多啦！）
告訴自己：加油，我可以的~

Gathering + Advance birthday celebration + Truth or dare

Oh yeah...Gathering...My forever Gang...

啦啦啦...
谁说没有真心的朋友？
我们就是超级超级死党~

昨天，
也可以算是今天，
我们聊了一个通宵。
Oh my God,3个女人加一个男人。
这个组合的确真的是有点小怪咯~

是不是想说我们有什么事情聊哦~

事情是这样的咯~
有个死蠢（开玩笑）建议我们玩牌咯~
然后很幼稚的说惩罚是真心话咯~

结果，
她自己一直输咯！
也害到无辜的我咯~

秘密，
不算秘密啦~
只是你们又害我有点憧憬过去了~

那时
真的真的很开心~
也许你可能已经忘了也不在乎，
但是真的那是一个我不会忘记的回忆~

幸福到自己都有点不敢相信咯~
无论是真是假我只是把它当成一个回忆~(不要想多多咯）

现在的我，
再也找不到那种幸福的感觉了。

他们问我到底你有什么好，
我不知道，可能只是享受不一样的对待~

不要觉得我很坏，
因为我真的不知道那算什么感觉，
而且我们也只是与众不同的普通朋友，
现在就连朋友都称不上的过去的同班同学~

因为你，
别人的细心怎么都让觉得不够。

Haiz...
不能要求每个人都那么完美，
喜欢但不适合我找到答案了~

提早帮傻公庆祝生日啊~

爱他们哦...~.~
很少机会像这样聚在一起了咯~珍惜

不想了不想了~
开开心心度过每一天~

很累，真的很累！

Hey, I m back...

最近，这个学期都很忙啊~

Babiies都辛苦了吧~
黑眼圈，眼袋，痘痘，离我远远啦~ T.T

这个学期做么会那么忙？第一个原因就是...

Waltz v Love 2....可惜的是当晚并没有去~

忙是忙，

但成长不少，

认识了更多人~

七月真的发生了很多事~

终于我回家啦~

老豆受伤了。

现在我就是专属护士一名....

不专业的不细心的有点吃蛇的。哈哈哈~

说好的八月mission...

不烦不该烦的，不想不该想的~

很开心认识那班虽然很安静却幸福满满的babiies...

当然，

我并没有忘记在labis一起成长的姐妹们兄弟们~

说得对，

毕业后家乡的朋友都各奔东西~

会时常联络的就是那几个傻婆还有傻子咯~哈哈哈~

真心朋友，

真的很难再分辨是真是假了，

人不犯我我不犯人，

只要别做伤害我的事我都没关系~

还有一件事。

貌似有了决定却缺少了勇气~

想得很清楚了，

真的不该那么委屈自己~

不值得！

我要做个开开心心的女孩。

真的，加油。

No matter what happen, keep ur smile to confront v it.....

Never give up urself unless u want to be a useless person.....

Love urself before u love others, know to care urself before u wan care for others.... 

BE POSITIVE... :)

Stop thinking !!!

忐忑不安，

担心受怕，

我的生活~

胆小鬼，

我是个胆小鬼~

无法无法想象遭受任何伤害~

这花花世界，

充满了无法想象的危险，

谁也无法改变的未知命运，

令人无法自我脱离的爱情，

真心假意傻傻分不清的友情，

还有很多很多四面埋伏的陷阱~

不知不觉，我应经变成一个那么没安全感的人了~你不会懂我的感受，你不会懂这样的生活，因为你们都不是我~

我真的很想有个懂我足以令我摆脱现在那么懦弱没自信没人生的自己~

满满的记忆

20年了~

刚整理照片时才发现我不是孤单一个人~

我的生活虽然不精彩但拥有不同的人陪着我~

虽然不是一辈子但至少曾几何时我开心过快乐过~

惜福

End of my "TEEN"

20/03

Always a day that makes me feels the warm of the world.

I am a girl, really a girl, not a woman yet.
Just like child, I need a lot of LOVE from my family and friends.
I feel lonely when alone, 
I feel sad when ppl ignore me,
I feel touching even a simple word that makes me warm.

On 20/03/2013,

This four little princess were with me celebrating my 20th birthday...
We have a cozy dinner at a Thai restaurant...
After that they cruelly send me back home...
And keep lie me that there will be a special guests...
Unfortunately, I totally understand them and not being deceived by them...
After around half an hour, demi mummy come again to fetch me...
Finally we reached Secret Recipe after a lot of traffic jam.
They design a very very very special cake for me and I feel so touching.
The present for this year/ the 1st year that i received from my babiies... <3
I'M LOVING IT...



Not only my lovely babiies gang,
my beloved lala n her bf also design a special method of sending gifts.
They lie me that they were at lala's hometown n cant celebrate v me and thishe make me so sad.T.T
But they need my help to help them collect their things from their friends and I feel weird after I saw the things.
N around 10 pm Lala just told me tat one is my presents and I really feel so touching because I dont think she will remember my birthday.

Actually I, Nana, Viavia, Jojo were at lake side for the purpose of chitchat,
But we feel bore n decide to go to have a crazy night before end of my birthday.
We go to find lala n went to "Twenty one" to have a beer party...

Besides than the celebration, I also feels so warm for those who send the birthday wish through sms and facebook.
But there got very very special person who is one of my my close friend. He was very cute n not a IT idiot but he dont know those popular software such as fb n skype. He is the one who mostly use email to inform something, he is the one who just know look at the main page of fb, he is the one who very very care for friendship. He sent me a MMS message.= ='' Thanksss a lot for his wish n I am waiting for the bungalow.

A wonderful 20 years old birthday officially ended with my lovely friends.